Within the day I went to my parents' house with my mother by taxi.|
Unstable skin condition, severe itch and pain, exhousted body unabled me to do any work or lead daily living by myself any more. I resigned me and my daughter to the care of my mother. That was the only way to survive. I completely dropped out of a normal social life.
I devoted myself to give my body a rest for early recovery.
My daughter, too, still had significant AD widely on her extremities and so on. She woke up 4 or 5 times a night crying from itch. We spend every sleepless night snuggling each other.
I set up a showerhead filter to remove chlorine from shower water which was said to increase dryness. It was more comfortable, but there was no significant improvement of my skin.
In spite of plenty of rest, my AD didn't recuperated except secondary added folliculitis and palmar pustules.
It is the severest phase of eczema (including AD) and some other skin diseases. The patients' skin diffesely change to red without leaving normal skin color. It usually accompanies quite a few scaling and in chronic cases, accompanies lichenous change as well.
I had known the seriousness of the fact.
I found myself strayed into a long long labyrinth. Will I be able to reach a way out someday in my life? .....I didn't have the answer.
By the way, I detected one worsening factor of my symptoms untill that time.
It was a mental stress from the relation between my husband.
He kept staying our condominium to commute his workplace. He came to see us on weekends.
Interestingly, I had never noticed that I had been feeling stressful about him. Unconscious stressor more likely incur psychosomatic disorder.
My husband and I got a divorce. It somewhat reduced the unstability of my symptoms.
......Two years and five months have passed since the aggravation.